Kae Sheng

To my dear brother in Christ

2012-01-29T08:33:00.000-08:00

“这两天醒来时感觉像一场梦，只不过那么真实，那么痛。

励康，你真的暂时离开了吗？怎么有一种感觉好像很快就要再见到你了啊哈哈。唯一遗憾就是没有机会好好谢谢你，要谢谢你总是载我去教会又载我出去玩，总是好声好气地跟我说话，很多时候还替我讲话呢哈。更重要的是你给我的鼓励、你给我的榜样，是我能留下的礼物，希望我的脑袋能久久装着： ]

今天出殡时每个人手上都拿着花要给你，到墓地时候发现我的那一朵枯萎了。犹豫了好久要不要换上新的一朵(加上你比较喜欢白色)，不过最后决定不換了。因为我心想，身体复活的那一天，全能的上帝要把一切都更新不是吗？何况是一朵小花: ]

弟兄，我们改天天国再见吧；答应你，我们会带更多人去找你！ ”

Love,

写了这一段话，不是因为励康能看见或听见，因为他已经回到父上帝那里去了。你知道吗？当一个人信了耶稣：那位为我们的罪钉在十字架，也就是那位创造宇宙万物的真神的时候，生命就有了盼望。他不用再害怕死亡的威胁，因为耶稣已经代替了我们的罪，使我们免遭刑罚。等待我们的而是一个没有泪水、没有死亡，也没有悲哀、哭号、疼痛的地方。最重要的是，神也会在那里与我们同在到永远，不再有隔离。

没有错，圣经描述的天堂，是一个很美的景象，美到许多人不能相信，但却是那么真实的。很多人都不愿相信有一位上帝的存在，因为很多时候我们都被充满灾难、悲伤的世界蒙蔽了自己的心。要知道当罪进入世界的时候，一切都败坏了。人既然做了犯罪的选择就不能回头；但耶稣，神自己已经完成了救赎的工作，只是要等到一天祂再来，一切将要被更新，我们只要悔改相信。你有一样的盼望吗？

励康，我答应你：

-我会尽快打好圣诞节报告：P

-我会学好我的guitar

-我会尽力帮忙儿童会

-我会好好带领少年人

-如果办得到，我会好好照顾她们..

2012-01-12T09:04:00.000-08:00

It has been a while since last post, I always have the urge to update but my body failed me hah. I should be sleeping by now but one last report is keeping me, actually it's my own fault for procrastinating anyway haha.

Can't remember since when I'm getting used to being alone in the night doing my own stuffs. I always told people that living room is more like my room because I spent most of my time here and even slept on sofa more often compared to my bed sometimes hah. It's the serenity of the night itself that makes it so appealing to me. I never fail to enjoy myself study or reading up on something, especially God's Words during such time. Is it just me? I always find myself more sentimental and emotional during night, not sure whether this is a good thing or not lol.

Anyway there's something excited I would like to share with you all, that is I'm going to start my first guitar lesson tomorrow! I've zero basis in music previously so hopefully I can pick up fast, wish me luck hah!

Love,

I always wondered did I do my best in everything, and start depressing over what I thought I did not do well. Lord you reminded me again that whatever I do is for You but not for men, I shouldn't lose my focus..

"Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving." -Col 3:23-24

2011-12-05T17:14:00.000-08:00

这篇写华文（伟耀你看我多好哈哈），不过其实我的华文也不是那么的好 : p

我回来了： ]

说累吗？其实当享受在里头过程的时候，再累也忘记了。

老实说，如果让我选择，真希望那几天的日子不要那么快结束（一方面因为回JB要工作哈哈：P)。

说真的，能与你们一起同工、学习、玩乐，真的会想念。

虽然认识的时间不长，但在短时间建立起来的关系会让人有点舍不得分开，也许是因为弟兄姐妹的关系吧哈。

想到豪景和隽洋，也是会想念。

小孩子就是这样，没有防备心的单纯，惹人疼爱。

想起某个人的时候，只要抬头看，要知道我们看的是同一片天空，是神最美的创造。

我会在祷告中纪念你们，希望你们也一样~

要相信有一天我们一定会再见面： ]

It's December already, my favorite month : ]

The joyous season of christmas is starting to fill the air!

Love，

It's not about santa claus, christmas present or what, it's about His great love.

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." -John 3:16

2011-11-21T09:38:00.000-08:00

Hectic schedule may be a little bit exaggerating, but having a very fulfilling one these days I must say. Today is finally the day for our YFC annual training for christians—The Project Serve! It's kind of discipleship, biblical training; anyway I hope all of our hard works will pay off in these few days! The only sad thing is I'm going to be away from home for 5days training later and 7days of mission trip to Rawang next week. Long, but worth it. So, let's jiayou together k, no matter you are working or studying or STPM-ing or busy for something in particular, wish you all the best : ]

Love,

Distraction-prone in this colourful world.

2011-11-10T11:18:00.000-08:00

3pm. Should be the time to finish my stuff quickly and go to bed for my precious sleeping hours, but I always take joy in writing a post during these hours, so called 犯贱 i guess lol.

那些年。

Those primary years filled with pokemons & ignorance.

Those secondary years we laughed, we shared & we grew up together.

The Pre-U life started and ended so quick, render me pausing for a while and thinking about what's next..

Was going to watch the movie with my colleagues and church friends last Sunday but too bad the tickets sold out like super fast before we can get them. Last time I happened to ask my mum whether will she go and catch the movie someday, since she read on newspaper pretty good reviews on the movie. She replied "well, surely the movie would bring back nice memories for people like us, but nah watching with your dad now is not fun at all, unlike last time when we're still young. must cherish the time now ah." Her reply amused me hah, but it rings so true to me.

Cherish every single thing before your very eyes now, 'cause you wouldn't want to regret later on.

不想错过的？

Love,

It's a easy to lost oneself in the midst of people. Be prudent. Keep your eyes on something unchangeable and with everlasting goodness.

I will keep mine on jesus..

2011-11-01T18:00:00.000-07:00

Took bus to work this morning as usual.

On my way to office, a particular scene I saw in bus stop lingered in my mind: A young mum(well I nt very sure about her age if I think back now) was bringing her little son by her side, the son just clinged so closely to her arm, just like any other kids, except that he's suffers from some kind of mental retardation.

The kind of love she has for her son is just.. so selfless.

It's hard for us to imagine how deep a mother's love can go..

Love,

Jesus, it's even harder for us to imagine how great is your self-sacrificing love..

2011-10-23T10:17:00.000-07:00

Hi guys, I'm back, getting abit rusty up in my head nowadays. Well, have been busy these days, especially after I started my work. I'm currently working at Malaysia Youth For Christ, kind of youth ministry, but I often found it easier to say I'm working for church when someone asked me, which is not very true, but I decided to leave the details thingy aside for now.

Time management has been so bad lately, having so many plans in abeyance, had achieved so little for myself =/ Oh well i gotta change before my 2011 is wasted, let's work hard for our own aim together : )

My bad not being able to catch up with you guys.. Hope you guys are doing really fine there, until next post : ]

Love,

I couldn't help but to feel helpless sometimes, feeling so defeated.

There's always a difference between humbleness and helplessness, I must be reminded not to fall into the latter entrapment.

"My soul clings to you; your right hand upholds me." -Psalm 63:8

Yes God's right hand has upholds me always, how can I forget.. for His faithfulness endures forever.

2011-07-08T09:37:00.000-07:00

#7 Just another checkpoint

So long had I procrastinated this last post :p Actually went to WeiShen's shop by chance on the day having my graduation ceremony :D Currently am working at his shop, or better said helping him out cause only for a few days haha :p Truly hope his shop can settle down soon :)

Love,

The road in front of me may seem uncertain, but I believe He will lead me and yes He will.

"Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path." Psalm 119:105

2011-07-08T09:36:00.001-07:00

#6 Far far away

Pretty crowded at USS, Sentosa must be making lots of money lol. The rides are quite impressive, especially the indoor one, it was great fun and a fresh experience for me :] Time sure flies while having fun inside (and my $66 too :p). Memories :)

Love,

It's very very far, he removed us from our sins.

"as far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us." Psalm 103:12

2011-07-08T08:37:00.000-07:00

#5 For nature is the art of God

Should be the first time I even been to an island in Malaysia. I guess my current tanness is the gift I brought back for myself, not to mention it's free of charge too haha :) Anyway surely I enjoy myself alot over there, not just enjoying the breezing wind & snorkelling all that, but the precious time with my friends as well ♥

Love,

Eyes on undulating waves, yet my heart is calm.

"In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth." Genesis 1:1

2011-07-06T09:16:00.000-07:00

#4 You never know until you try

It was the week full of meeting and planning, almost meeting up with LiKuan and Yuyan everyday :D Was having fun playing wii with Emily & Helga (Yuyan & WeiZeik, guess who is who :p) The coolest part is we dota and baking cookies together :D Until next time :]

Love,

Keep a happy and positive heart,

shall we?

"A happy heart makes the face cheerful, but heartache crushes the spirit." Proverbs 15:13

2011-07-05T08:03:00.001-07:00

#3 You are the only one

No doubt, it's been an awesome week for me, with two camps in a row :D I truly learnt a lot, not just from the event itself, but from the people around me as well :]

Love,

Yes Jesus, You are the only one, the only solution to our problem of sin.

"Jesus answered, I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." John 14:6

2011-07-05T06:52:00.000-07:00

#2 The most I can do for my friend is simply to be his friend

Actually went to east coast twice :D First time with choki gang, & the second time with YFC friends :) Attempted roller skating again lol, almost giving up at the end, my legs wasn't made for them I guess :p Enjoy hanging out with you guys all the time, although we don't meet or chat often for now, but I do think of you guys now and then :]

Love,

Father, I thank You for the friends You give me in my life. "A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity." Proverbs 17:17

(ps eeink I just realise I picked a wrong photo without u :p)

2011-07-04T08:39:00.000-07:00

#1 Prologue

Pretty much left out my blog since holiday (yes my big holiday! Hopefully will end in August and continue with my uni life in SG :D ) Been to a lot of places these days, decided to share with you all in photos, picture speaks a thousand words after all :)

Love,

Do you guys know? Rainbow is the sign of covenant between God and us, a sign with promise that our world would not be destroyed by great flood again after Noah, filled with God's mercy :)

"I have set my bow in the cloud, and it shall be a sign of the covenant between me and the earth." Genesis 9:13

2011-05-17T01:11:00.000-07:00

Keep doing past years makes me feeling like doing something else.

(Promise myself to play a match of game later if I finish early :D)

Went to singapore with my church friends last December (several times hah).

I am that kind of short-term-memory guy =x

Can't really remember all the details, but thinking of it makes me happy~

Memories might be fading but I guess is the happiness that is kept in my heart =]

(@Sia Waiting for the next one with you guys :D)

Love,

When times are good, be happy; but when times are bad, consider: God has made the one as well as the other.

Therefore, a man cannot discover anything about his future.

-Ecclesiastes 7:14

2011-05-15T09:45:00.000-07:00

Heh I should be doing my last-minute revision right now, but got a urge to update my blog =]

Went for a haircut yesterday, heart ached when auntie cut off my hair just like that =/ (how vain I know =x)

But I learnt not to complain this time, life requires some sacrifice after all lol.

Pretty impressed by 文音 new songs, namely 我们都别哭 & 孩子,

she sang with such beautiful and warmhearted voice, I guess her songs will stuck in my playlist for quite some time =]

Sermon in my church today was about "Walk out".

Walk out from one's past.

Walk out from own ego.

Walk out from the boundaries set by heart.

Have you succeeded yet? Hmm... A question worth pondering.

Love,

Do you not know your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own;

you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.

-1 Corinthians 6:19-20

2011-02-19T07:21:00.000-08:00

Tired.

Needed a life reconstruction heh.

Love,

Like computer, our lives get sluggish or weary often.

Prayer can help to defragment our lives :]

The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?

"I the LORD search the heart and examine the mind..."

-Jeremiah 17:9-10

2011-01-05T05:35:00.000-08:00

Having dreadful fever for the past two days.

Spent almost all day lying on sofa, did nothing worthwhile --

The first day was the worst, whole body sending out burning signals, feeling pretty awful =/ The next day wasn't getting any better, lingering headache made an excuse for me to lie on sofa for another day =x

All these started because of my late-sleeping habit.

That day I was so indulged in reading something, till my finish-loaded nigahiga videos even haven't get to watch the clock already showing 4 -- Then in half-conscious state I closed my laptop and fell asleep(again) on the sofa. The moment I woke up was the time to face my consequence --'

This was partly due to my brother's influence. Everyday he can stay awake until around 4 but still doing fine everyday, I wonder how he manages to do so -_- Good thing I'm still young, this again reminds me that taking good care of our body is so important. On the day I having fever I watched 下一站，幸福 was about the male lead suffered from brain tumour, I then had a funny thought before I slept: What if I never woke up again after this lol. Scary huh.

Life can end anytime, just like the arrival of so called end-of-the-world, we'll never know when. But are we prepared for it?

Love,

the LORD God formed the man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being. -Genesis 2:7

Amen.

2010-11-26T21:10:00.000-08:00

After the big exam my holiday didn't followed right away but much more things await. I still having one more week of school and a SAT exam in singapore next Saturday.

I'm glad that christmas celebration in my school ended pretty well on Thursday :)

Though busy, I'm having a great time these days :)

My mum went back to Perak with my little bro on Monday.

All the household chores had been entrusted to my big bro but can't really expect much from him anyway --

It seems like there's still another week before they return, truly hope my mum can come back soon *_*

I dreamt a lot these days.

The one i remembered the most is the eeink's one.

I dreamt that I fought with eeink but when I woke up I realised that it was a dream. After a short while I fell asleep and met eeink again in another dream. I told her about the last dream and she was laughing. Inception lol.

Proverbs 4:23 told us that:

你要保守你心，胜过保守一切，因为一生的果效，是由心发出。

How true.

I guess I wont be online so often until the end of next week.

Have to withhold my longings for the games and put my gaming plan in abeyance first --

Lastly, although a bit late, Happy Holidays guys :D

Love,

We're celebrating christmas because of you, Jesus.

2010-11-17T07:32:00.000-08:00

I am ashamed.

I wonder when was the last time I quietly sat down to study my bible.

I wonder when i stopped my prayer life.

Been busy preparing my study, or am i really that busy?

After the exam, I really need to change.

Find back my life :)

Love,

love, but action in contrast.

Are you self-contrasting?

2010-11-11T08:47:00.000-08:00

Christmas is near :)

It's been a long time since my last update.

Really admire Sia for having the passion to keep his blog up-to-date.

You're doing great Sia! Keep it up! :]

Tired with all the studying these days :/

And christmas is just a-month-more away, been busy with the preparations.

But at least not to the extent of near collapsing yet :]

Let's jiayous together k!

Read back our blogs just now.

So many things had happened in the past haha.

Many things have changed. I think it happened to me too,

in a good way hah, i believe :)

But some things will never change,

will remain strong and true :)

Love,

Do it now! not later!

2010-08-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

Eeink, Tlen, KaiXin and Sia,
long time didn't open msn and chat with you all ><
You all just finished exam right?
Jiayou for the study always k :)

Mock exam will be starting on friday,
left only one week time to prepare ==
Better work hard these days, I don't want to end up disappointing myself :)
God gives every one of us 24-hours a day, impartially.
We should use them wisely and forget the complaints about not having enough time everyday :p
Good luck for the exam people :D

Love,

Distance, between man & man, between man & god.

2010-07-26T07:49:00.000-07:00

"But I tell you that men will have to give account on the day of judgment for every careless word they have spoken. -Mat 12:36"

Last Saturday on my way back to Masai, I saw a group of mute people rode on the same bus as me.

I sat down at the back and long I observed.

Even though they devoid of the ability to speak, they are still able to communicate perfectly among themselves using sign languages.

How about us? Do we use what is given to us in a good way?

In Matthew 5, Jesus gave his teaching on a mountainside:

Mat 5:21 "You have heard that it was said to the people long ago, 'Do not murder, and anyone who murders will be subject to judgment.'

Mat 5:22 But I tell you that anyone who is angry with his brother will be subject to judgment. Again, anyone who says to his brother, 'Raca, ' is answerable to the Sanhedrin. But anyone who says, 'You fool!' will be in danger of the fire of hell.

(Raca has the meaning of "Good-for-nothing" or "rubbish", Sanhedrin means council.)

.......

Mat 5:27 "You have heard that it was said, 'Do not commit adultery.'

Mat 5:28 But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart.

The way to speak and think is a lesson to learn.

Speak to others in the way that we would want them to speak to us =)

"He who guards his lips guards his life, but he who speaks rashly will come to ruin. -Pro 13:3 "

"This world is not reserved for the perfect, the wealthy, or the athletic. Each person, no matter their physical, mental, or emotional condition, is created in the image of God and is of equal value and significance." -From ODB, Learning from Erin.

Love,

Have you murder anyone today?

2010-07-09T10:19:00.000-07:00

死读书

读死书

读书死

At the end all die! :>

-quote by Mr.Kow, my math teacher-

Love,

Happy Birthday to SiJing & WeiShen :)

2010-06-21T09:02:00.000-07:00

Octopusy brought back by Valens & the Iron man from my little brother's homework :)

The Karate Kid again!

Better not squander my last week of holiday :/
And Happy schooling guys :D

Love,

2010-06-17T10:17:00.000-07:00

The Karate Kid!

Reached home yesterday around 11pm :D
Took lots of photo this time. Uploaded in Picasa :)
Going to sleep soon. Nighty nite~

Thanks everyone :D

2010-06-09T08:36:00.000-07:00

Finally! (drumming sound)
I passed my JPJ test :D
I wish to thank my mum for giving me encouragements all along :)
;my dad for paying my fees from the beginning till the end (most important one lol)
;my friends for supporting me literally and verbally :)
;and the weather for being nice today :D

My math teacher, Miss Woi is leaving us soon :(
Tomorrow my class got a "Traffic light" theme >< People who are available wear green, not available wear red and it's complicated wear yellow! I think I will wear yellow haha!

Holiday coming soon~
Going back to Perak :)
Hope it will be a nice holiday.
Enjoy your holiday too my friends!

Love,

So many plans to fulfill ><
& ps to siasia :S

2010-06-04T08:59:00.000-07:00

Smooth road never makes a good driver; (like me ><)
smooth sea never makes a good sailor;
clear sky never makes a good pilot;
problem free life never makes a strong person.
Be strong to accept the challenges and ordeals in life! Don't ask life, Why me? Instead say, Try me. When you're ready for that, you're the winner!

An inspiring message from Kumar after the exam :)
All A Levels' students seem overjoyed after having our last paper :D
Poor MUFY and AUSMAT students, it seems like they still have some papers to cover next week. Good luck to them :)
Finally, I can sleep well without any worries today ><

Recalling days during Form 5. Watched a lot of MV and videos last time. No much time to waste this year :/ Watched Abracadabra MV again just now, still the best dance ever lol.
1.25 now. Better go sleep, nitez guys :)

Love,

Don't expect too much in life, be thankful for what we have.

2010-05-30T04:17:00.000-07:00

Sports Day for my church youth group today :D
Went U5 to play badminton and had fun :) But lazy me played a while then quit :p

Wasted my whole Friday playing and sleeping. Didn't study much :(
Channel 5 showing War of The World now, can't take my eyes off my tv ><
Must study hard after this :/
Good luck for the exam and studies everyone :D

"Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour" -1 Peter 5:8
Don't fall in the trap of deception.

Love,

2010-05-23T05:19:00.000-07:00

What are the Seven Wonders of The World? Teacher asked.
"Giza Pyramid Complex, Chichen Itza, Christ the Redeemer, Colosseum, Great Wall of China, Machu Picchu, Petra, Taj Mahal....." Students wrote the answers on a piece of paper and passed them up one after the other. After a while, there was still a little girl working on her answers.
Teacher began to worry.
"Is there any problems over there?"
"Teacher, I just can't decide which answers to write."
"Would you mind sharing your answers with your friends?"
The girl then stood up and read out her seven wonders of the world:

To seeTo hearTo tasteTo smell

To laughTo touchand To love

A small story from the workshop.
I thought that it will be nice to share :)

Just now saw a post in facebook about Pac-man in google main page. Go and play and died halfway. Left a week long to study for my semester exam. Have to work harder =)
To eeink: STOP!!!! ><

Love,

Proverbs 15:13 - "A happy heart makes the face cheerful, but heartache crushes the spirit."
Are you happy?

2010-05-22T01:27:00.000-07:00

Came back from the "Positive Mental Health" workshop held in Monash Clinical School. It's quite nice =)

Due to some circumstances the workshop ended earlier than scheduled, but my dad will be impossible to come and fetch me as he's busy working. Luckily my friend's mum brought me to C.S. to take bus back to Masai =) When I reached C.S. not sure which bus to take lol. After asking around finally found a bus with "Masai" tag. I dozed off during the way back to Masai~ When I woke up I worried that I miss the bus-stop >< At last reached Today safely~ what a good experience today =)

Going to SE's house now =) Bye~

DOMO love burger =D

Love,

To my church friends: Sorry for today ><

2010-05-16T09:45:00.000-07:00

---Love God.---

------Love Others.------

-------Love Yourself.-------

Just Love.

A Post by Julia.

Love,

2010-05-14T09:34:00.000-07:00

Clock showing 12:36.
I reluctant to begin my search.
Have to go school tomorrow to discuss my moral assignment =='
No choice, have to sacrifice my happy Friday for my moral marks ><

Good luck for all those who appeal for a change of subject :)
Btw, thanks for the fruit tart Tracy :D

Love,

"Better a patient man than a warrior, a man who controls his temper than one who takes a city. -Provervs 16:32"
不轻易发怒的，胜过勇士；治服己心的，强如取城。 -箴 16:32

2010-05-09T07:30:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow Form 6 and Matric. start school le~ All the best everyone :D
Hope all those who go matric. can take care of themselves there :)
All of you try to enjoy the orientation k~ :)

Today is Mother's Day~
I think my mum never get any presents from us ><
Hope she can be in good health always :)
Same thing goes to all mum out there :)

Love,

2010-05-08T09:02:00.000-07:00

Today our school is giving out the rewards for all straight As' SPM students for last year, each of them get RM 70, so nice >< The school very petty, didn't give rewards for near-miss students =3= After Weizeik, Vivian and Jingni get their money, they came to find me, Stella and Ms.Chok at Macdonald. Zihern also came with his gf after he settle his things in school.

Vivian with messed-up hair ><

WeiZeik with most natural look ><

Stella who smile awkwardly ><

Ms.Chok who treats us McFlurry Oreo :D

Melancholic Jingni ><

And lastly, Me :)

Didn't have the chance to take Zihern's photo, because he left quite early. Today got a group of kindergarten kids came Macdonald to have lunch. Each of them get one Happy Meal >< so nice :)

Lao-da eat nugget ><

Love,

2010-05-05T06:11:00.000-07:00

My internet finally fixed today :D
You guys must be missing me right :p

Yesterday sunway very funny~ all the classes were canceled due to no electricity >< When the first lesson just started Miss Janice came in and informed this piece of "great" news. Lol like extended April Fool. At the end, we went to watch Ip man. The fighting scenes are not bad, the movie was not that bad as I expected :)

Tomorrow got math quiz~ Better go prepare a bit. Nitez guys :D
(Sia I saw ur sis today Lol.)

Love,

2010-04-19T08:19:00.000-07:00

Recently I just read a passage about the sleep we need each day. It seems like our body need 4 cycle of uninterrupted rest each night; each cycle takes about one & half to two hours which approximately made up to 7-9 hours of sleep every night.

I haven't had enough sleep lately.
I would really appreciate some quality sleep time these days - -
Have to cut down my evening nap!!

Love,

2010-04-18T07:58:00.000-07:00

Didn't go to KJ's birthday celebration today, went to church instead, miss the fun >< Awww and the kite-flying after that also! Didn't play kite for so long already :(
Anyway, glad that you guys have fun today :)

Yesterday chokia group went to sing K, didn't go also due to my driving lessons ==' But my instructor was a nice one :) same person as my QTI examiner-Sam, a nice guy :) My JPJ-retest most probably fall on 3rd of May or 12th May, quite nervous le >< Don't know this time can pass or not -- since quite a long gap after my practice, AGAIN =='

Led a quite carefree college life these days. Maybe it is time for a change :)
I have not yet forgot my aim :)

Love,

2010-04-16T08:07:00.000-07:00

Went to cut my hair today :)
Just cut little but Rm10 oso ><
After the cut my little brother said my hair ugly ==' cause he said still too long =='
He said boys nowadays all long hair like sissy~
My mum said he outdated already LOL

Matriculation result out today~
Some happy some upset some vexed some perplexed... but all for different reasons~
Well I hope all can make the right decision :)
No matter what you choose, persevere and endeavor to realize your aim :D

"TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;"

Love,

God. You lead me :)

2010-04-14T08:08:00.000-07:00

Aim & bang.
Enjoy your stress-free life =D
(Precaution: Read the instruction before any attempts :p)

Love,

2010-04-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

(Matthew 7:1-5)

1 "Do not judge, or you too will be judged.
2 For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.
3 "Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?
4 How can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye?
5 You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.

Love,

为什么看见你弟兄眼中有刺，却不想自己眼中有梁木呢？

2010-04-01T07:38:00.001-07:00

Love you all :)

Love,

2010-04-01T00:30:00.000-07:00

Took my JPJ test yesterday. The 1st test was the uphill test, the one which I have the confidence to pass~
First attempt... quite nervous..... brake too early!
"Never mind," I told myself. I got one more chance!
So I try again.... but once again I brake too early.... *Double pawn* Failed my 1st test...
Disappointed == Walked back to the counter to wait for my road test...
Did badly during my road test as well @@ but luckily managed to pass the test with min. mark >< Felt grateful for the examiner who let me through =)
Feeling better after passed the road test =)
My math teacher told weizeik to pass me the exercise papers after school, such caring teacher =)
Have to do my homework now, bye guys :)

Love is not proud.

Love,

2010-03-29T00:31:00.000-07:00

School is starting today! Kinda anticipating :)
Hope my classmates are friendly to me :)
Going to sleep soon~
Ahn nyung~

Love,

True Hope

2010-03-09T09:41:00.001-08:00

“Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him. -Psalm 62:5"

We are to hope in God. What is hope? It is confident expectation that good will happen. How can we have hope? True hope can only be found in God.

Why is that? It is because without God there is no true foundation for our hope. Without God, maybe something good will happen; maybe it will not.

But when we commit our lives to Jesus Christ as our Savior and Lord, we now become children of the most high God Who created the heaven and the earth. God has all power and authority. He has promised to love you and to care for you and God wants only our best. "If God is for us, who can be against us?" So you can have true hope for the future -- even if you don't know exactly what will happen, you can know God cares for you and will work out what is best in your life. He will protect you and will cause all things to work together good for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose.

So, this week, let us pray that God will

Bring hope to those who are discouraged and weak and sad
Help Global Media Outreach reach millions of more people with the gospel
Protect our volunteers and staff from all harm

THANK YOU so much for your prayers. God loves you and He knows what is best for you!

May God bless you,

Your friends at Global Media Outreach

Huhu 03/03 Wed~

2010-03-03T21:05:00.000-08:00

3rd March

Lazy me!
Holiday is going to end soon argh!
But i done nothing =='

Yesterday I went to work for the first time~
The working experience was not bad overally.
Just the worst thing is my working place can online but I don't have laptop!

I work at Music LFY School near to my house (so I can reach home fast after work lol).
Basically my works are just collect fees from customers, open receipts for them, check over the book list, vacuum the rooms and water the plants (btw only two plants there, I wonder why they don't put artificial plants better ><).
The vacuum job is the toughest I think ><
Well I guess I have no choice but to bring some books there next time, to kill some time.
I ll be grateful if someone borrow me a laptop for a month ><

Maybe further my studies in Singapore's poly.
Going to renew my passport this friday and go Singapore on saturday with van-sai and stella to make some enquiry about the school.
Don't too worry about the result guys :)
Stay happy is more important :)

*Oh ya I add a new song to my blog. "Song of Mana", a Swedish song by Annika. Hope you guys like it :)

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God lead us.

You can tell others about Jesus

2010-02-10T21:20:00.000-08:00

"For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord. -Romans 6:23"

You can tell others about Jesus!

When Jesus Christ came to this earth, He was crucified and died and then rose again. He then ascended into heaven. Before He left this earth, He told His followers, “You will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be My witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.”

Think of this. God did not entrust to angels the privilege of telling everyone about Jesus — He gave the job to us! So the early followers of Jesus began to tell others the good news that Jesus Christ had died for their sins...and today, over 2 billion people around the world would say that they are Christians.

But what about your friends, your family, and people you know who have not accepted Jesus Christ? Maybe God can use you to tell them about Jesus. Our goal at Global Media Outreach is to give everyone on earth many chances to receive Christ. Who can you tell about Jesus today?

It can be scary to tell others about Christ. Maybe you live in a country where it is illegal to tell others about Jesus, so you should be careful and ask God for His wisdom as to what to do. For others of us, it is not illegal, but we can still be afraid of rejection. Whatever the case, let us pray and ask God how we can see the whole world touched with the message of His love.

So, this week, let us pray that

God will help each of us tell someone about Jesus Christ
God will help us at Global Media Outreach tell everyone in the world about Jesus
God will protect our staff and volunteers and fill us with His love and peace

THANK YOU so much for your prayers. God answers the believing prayers of those who have accepted Christ.

May God bless you,

Your friends at Global Media Outreach

Another Start

2010-02-01T00:05:00.000-08:00

1st February

Has been a month since my last post.
Yesterday was my little brother's birthday. He is turning ten this year, well time sure flies.

From left: Me, KaeRen, Valens

If not wrong this photo is from seven or eight or nine years ago.
I am looking cute right ><

From left: Mum, Dad, KaeRen, Me :D, Valens

Polish up my Dota skill
Finish up my games
~~Finish up some of my anime~~

Well my last month was like playing, playing and playing.
Almost same routine everyday~~
Have to control myself ><
This month must start learning something already or my holiday will be wasted =='

I will try to post the letters from Global Media Outreach that sent to my mail every week from now on. Read them when free k :)
Stay happy guys :)

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I'm nt so sociable huh.

Keep Temptation Away

2010-01-31T11:28:00.000-08:00

"So, if you think you are standing firm, be careful that you don't fall! No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it. -1 Corinthians 10:12-13"

We are to be holy to the Lord. One key way for this to happen in our lives is for us to ask God to keep us pure sexually.

Sex is a powerful attraction. In marriage blessed by God, it can be a great blessing. But outside of marriage we must be very careful. The Bible teaches that sex is only for marriage. That means if you are not married you must not have sexual relations with one another. If you are married, you may only have relations with your wife or husband. The Bible is very clear on this. When Jesus came to earth, He gave an even stronger teaching. Jesus said that if you even looked at a woman with the intent of lusting after her, it was as if you had committed adultery with her.

Then who can be pure? We must be honest and say all of us have sinned in some way in thought, word, or deed before the Lord. But there are two pieces of great news! First, the wonderful news is that Jesus Christ died for our sins. When we accept Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior and sincerely ask forgiveness of our sins, God cleanses us from all unrighteousness. We are clean before God. Second, God has sent His Holy Spirit who will live in our lives and give us the power to stand against sin in our lives. So whether it is sexual temptation or any other kind of sin, God is greater than the sin and He will give us the power in our lives to stand against sin.

One final word: with God's strength, stand against temptation. If you know that a certain place or person will tempt you to do evil, it is a good idea stay away from that person or place. "Bad company corrupts good morals." God gives us the power, but He also expects us to use common sense. If the fire is too hot, keep your hand away from it and you will not be burnt. Ask God for wisdom and for His power and He will help you and He can enable you to have great victory.

So, this week, let us pray that

God will help all of us -- you and me -- be pure and holy and keep away from sexual sin
God will help you stand strong against sin and avoid temptation
God will help our friend Paul have a successful operation this week and emerge in good health

THANK YOU so much for your prayers for our staff and volunteers here at Global Media Outreach. We need so much your prayer support! You play a key and vital role in helping reach the world for Jesus Christ.

May God bless you,

Your friends at Global Media Outreach

Happy New Year

2010-01-01T08:25:00.000-08:00

1st January

The sky has no stars.
The fireworks break the silence of the night.
New year has starts =D
But the grudge and bitterness remained.
Will them fade away?

"Being gentle to one another and having forgiveness for one another, if anyone has done wrong to his brother, even as the Lord had forgiveness for you -Colossians3:13".

I did not go for part-time this holiday.
Because I am too lazy =3=
Well I certainly have plans for my 3 months holidays from now =D
I ll list them out here ><
-Polish up my dota skill
-Improve my english
-Learn 1006 kanji
-Read my Bio book when free (because I didnt finish read it last time ><)
-Learn to use Adobe Photoshop maybe
-Finish up my Wii n PS2 games!
-Finish reading the New Testament
-Learn to play guitar (if my brother willing to teach me =3=)

Sounds like an awesome holiday izzit =D
Hope I can accomplish my plans this time =D
Happy New Year guys ><

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Be thankful to God.

After Everything

2009-12-26T09:59:00.000-08:00

28th December

So many things had ended.
For me, the trip was nice and ended well =D
But unpleasant things happened...
I only found out about this yesterday. I was shocked.
Well if any of my actions bothered any of you guys, I would like to apologize here.
I hope this won't affect our friendship k.

Well another Christmas is over. Thank God everything ended successfully =D
I am happy because Weishen and Weizeik came this year =)
Tell me if you guys want come church again k!
For those who don't know, we celebrate Christmas are only for one sole purpose, that is to thank Jesus Christ who died for us on the cross.
"He gave and sacrificed sooo much, so we could have a home in Heaven, and a life with Him and His Father someday. :)
So we would not have to face each day alone and could have the Holy Spirit living in us and guiding us. :)
We don't have to die spiritually now, we have Life through the blood of Christ. :)
He rose again, and we have a hope for the future now. :)
We need not be afraid because he already conquered death. :)
For those who know and love Him and obey Him, we will live forever with Him someday. :) "
(From MOHL)

Today I'm feeling down. I know I should not be like this. Cheer up KS =D

"Why are you crushed down, O my soul? and why are you troubled in me? put your hope in God; for I will again give him praise who is my help and my God. -Psalms 42:5"

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Argh so many pimples these days zzz

Mixed

2009-11-23T04:49:00.000-08:00

23th November

Weee~ My blog changed song today ><
"Reincarnation" by Yozuka and Faylan.
The song is in mixture of English + Japanese + one language that I think most of us never came across before. Anyway hope you guys enjoy the song k!
(Changed song again: 奶与蜜之地 by 梁文音)

Lol just now I went to toilet and my brother opened many new tabs and ran away =x
Today is Mathematics paper... Finish up Paper 1 quite fast today but lazy to check again ><
So I doodled on my paper haha.

Spot the ants!

Tomorrow will be Moral paper.
Need to memorise lots of things Zzz.
I better go get ready now so can sleep early later... Like about to ill soon ==
Bye all =D

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P.S. As predicted, I really get ill == But thanks to my mum's care I'm recovering now. Thank God also =D

After Nightmare~

2009-11-21T02:15:00.000-08:00

21th November

Sejarah+Bm+English finally over yay =D
3 worst subject for me =x
Now is the time to say goodbye to some of my school's companion ><

My dear bunny ET ><>

My class-made badge =D

Well that's all haha =p
My little brother warned me not to delete some of his photos in the camera. Let's see what photos he took ><

My Pooh bear with the mask on...H1N1 ><

I wonder why got red effect one.

Lol what expression is this ><

Next week exam is Math subject and Moral.
I should find time to read my Moral soon == I feel like SPM is over already haha keep playing these days.
Thanks for all your exam wishes >< Wish you all good luck too~
And thank god for supporting us during the exam period =D
Be thankful to god always =D

"O give praise to the Lord, for he is good: for his mercy is unchanging for ever. -Psalms 136:1"

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Holiday countdown: 24 ><

My Muscular Friend ><

2009-11-02T07:51:00.000-08:00

2nd November

Classes today are quite relax and Pn.Vanaja is absent today =D
I'm sitting SinTeng's place at the last row so teacher hardly noticed me today ><
I can even sleep during our Julia kakak's class xD

After school me, Eieila,Vivian and Jingni waiting for transport at the bustop.
Vivian's mother came quite early today so Vivian quickly went back home to add her Janson in Facebook ><
While I'm talking to Jingni, Eieila keep trying to get my attention.
At last she accidently ripped my school uniform ><

My pitiful uniform =x

Take a closer look ><

But I didn't blame her of course, because we all know she is the most muscular girl in our class xD
Now I have to wash my uniform everyday because it will be waste to buy another new shirt now.
Hope my last uniform will be "safe" until I finish my SPM ><

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I have to study hard now ><

Speak The Truth In Love

2009-10-28T06:53:00.000-07:00

"The wounds of a friend are given in good faith, but the kisses of a hater are false. -Proverbs 27:6"

The wounds of a friend are given in good faith. When you care about someone, it's tempting to avoid telling the truth-especially if that truth might hurt. You might be tempted to shade the truth about yourself because you want to look as good as you possibly can. And you may even be tempted to speak less than the truth to your friend because you don't want to hurt or offend him or (even worse) be accused of being a "control freak."

But a faithful friend must sometimes speak words that bring pain. If your words hurt, are they spoken lovingly? And are they offered as "faithful wounds," the kind that are necessary for your friend's best interests? Speaking the truth can be done without love—even with a friend. But "speaking the truth in love" means you speak with respect, gentleness, and kindness—maintaining your friend's dignity.

-from www.christianitytoday.com

"And so, putting away false words, let everyone say what is true to his neighbour: for we are parts one of another. Be angry without doing wrong; let not the sun go down on your wrath; And do not give way to the Evil One. Let him who was a thief be so no longer, but let him do good work with his hands, so that he may have something to give to him who is in need. Let no evil talk come out of your mouth, but only what is good for giving necessary teaching, and for grace to those who give ear. And do not give grief to the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were marked for the day of salvation. Let all bitter, sharp and angry feeling, and noise, and evil words, be put away from you, with all unkind acts; And be kind to one another, full of pity, having forgiveness for one another, even as God in Christ had forgiveness for you. -Ephesians 4:25-32"

Love,

Speak the truth, in love.

2009-10-13T10:20:00.000-07:00

"But now we still have faith, hope, love, these three; and the greatest of these is love."
-1 Corinthians 13:13

A post by Arianna:
Loving with Hope

Love,

Learns to hope, to love, to trust.

Plans

2009-10-02T09:44:00.000-07:00

2nd October

A week no update my blog, a bit lazy to do so =='
Now using my brother's laptop to online, because my desktop got problem again arghh! Hope my dear files won't dissapear ><

The KL trip was fun :D
I only bought a shirt because didn't brought much money :(
Big thanks to Yuyan for lending me money xD Thanks also to all of you for this wonderful trip :)
The end-of-year Malacca trip is about to settle soon. Really grateful to GuanYek and people who organized the trip. Hope it will be a nice memory for everyone :)

Play too much these days ==
SPM is coming soon and I havn't get prepared. My study plan should start yesterday but my time was occupied with games. Have to control! My plan cannot fail this time!

So much plans in my mind now. Like Aisyah said, must "execute" them all xD
Ok I have to do my chemistry now good nite all.

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Thank you HuiKee for treating us a meal!

Holiday

2009-09-19T19:32:00.000-07:00

19th September

Long time no update my blog le ><
One main reason is because my big brother dominate the only computer in my house == Now he is still sleeping so I can use the computer for a while xD
Actually I also got nothing to do online these days, plus my MSN got problem cannot sign in again and I don't like to use the eBuddy.

After trail finally no need to touch book le (except tuition ==)
Next monday I will go KL with Ziyu and Yuyan. Ziyu like going back hometown today and maybe he will go KL separately. If this happen I will go KL in a car with Yuyan, her brother and her brother's girlfriend. Hope we three can go together la so it will be more fun :D
Next week KaiXin's house got steamboat party but I still in KL cannot go. You guys enjoy k! :)

Some thoughts really trouble me now, I hope everything will go smoothly.
Bye all and don't miss me too much xD

"Who is able to say, I have made my heart clean, I am free from my sin? -Proverbs 20:9"

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Yorr faf, so
(Are you feeling afraid?)
Was ki ga faf so.
(Yes, I'm feeling afraid)

Disaster

2009-08-29T19:53:00.000-07:00

29th August

I came back from Perak on Tuesday and reached home at about 10.00pm.
Then my family found out something terrible......My house got no electricity! (Not because we didn't pay the electric bill for this month Lol)

My mum always says that our house is very sensitive to the thunder and the power supply often automatically switched off during raining days. I have no idea how this thing works but as I know it need to be manually switch on back. Since there was no one at home the power supply remained cutoff until we came back.

My dad then get anxious over his precious Koi(鯉魚) as the fish depends on the water pump to survive. Due to no electricity, the main auto-gate couldn't functioned as well and the only way to get into my house is through a small gate which is always locked up. Unfortunately, the one-and-only key for the gate was left inside another car ==

At the end, I had no choice but to climb up the gate to reach another side and get into my house to switch on the power supply.
The worst-case scenario actually happened... When I looked into the cement pond, I saw a pool of dead fish and yucky-yellowish water. The view was totally hideous (I forgot to take picture =3=). Needless to say, the clean up job of course done by my dad xD
I can only help to pass the drink to him because I cannot bear the horrible smell of dead fish ==

Once again, due to no electricity, most of the food in refrigerator get spoilt including my vitagen =3=
So my mum took this chance to clear out the refrigerator and throw away almost everything inside.
Ok I think that's all I can write about that day, till now I still feel sad for the fish and I couldn't imagine how they actually die T^T (did they said goodbye to each other?)

"The trial exam is around the corner. And what is your feeling? excited? thrilled? anxious? worry?" -adapted from Stella's article
Well the trail exam starts from next Wednesday but I havn't start preparing it for real!
But I didn't feel much worry this time, I think I am getting better at deceiving myself haha xD
Recently I get quite addicted to my Ar Tonelico 2 because the game is really nice :D

Good luck to everyone who is taking the exam :)
(Especially to lazy bugs like eeink )

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Benkyou shinasai yo!

Home Sweet Home

2009-08-20T09:48:00.000-07:00

20th August

My computer finally came back home yesterday :D
Thankfully the motherboard (妈妈盘lol) didn't spoilt, or my father have to fork out a large amount of money to replace it (or maybe he won't do it ==)

This Saturday my family contemplates to go back my grandmother's house at Perak for four days. At first I don't feel like going because the journey is tiring, plus I want to study my almost-give-up-Sejarah T^T
After 5minutes and 34seconds deep in thought...I decided to go anyway haha xD
I can go visit my cousins and go jalan jalan.
But my brother seems like very busy can't go, too bad :(
My mum says after coming back from Perak maybe got Pulau Redang trip!?
Not confirm yet but I think I better decide later.

My study plans all end with failure zzz
From 3-days-Physics extended to 5-days-Physics I only managed to finish my Form 4 Physics ==
Now more important is my Biology.
Initially I intend to finish my Biology this Friday but now I still stuck at my first chapter =3=
Ok I have to work really hard today or I will sure regret later.
Stella I really admire your concentration to study in such noisy environment, and of course your perseverance for keep loving me xD

I will end this post with scripture below. Always keep in mind.
"An angry man makes men come to blows, but he who is slow to get angry puts an end to fighting. -Proverbs 15:18"

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I think I sleep by 2.00 later :)

Happy Birthday~

2009-08-07T23:57:00.000-07:00

7th August

Today is our dear Mr.Kiing birthday! So we had a small party during chinese class just now. The cake was not bad and the speech was touching lol. I didn't get the chance to take photo with him except the group photo T^T
Nvm I hope he will always remember me xD

(We "rugi" because in the first place we don't have chinese class today Lol)

Mr.Kiing, I know sometimes you will questioning and doubting God. I pray that God will lead you to find the answers and discern the truth.
"Be strong, banish fear and doubt. Remember the Lord your God is with you wherever you go. -Joshua 1:9"

On a lighter note,
Happy Birthday Eeink!
I hope you will like the present although it may be abit "sempit" haha.
Don't be shy to wear it, you can also wear it to the Omega lol.

Lastly I want to share a cute animation here, it is about the relationship between man and God:

"Have no fear, for I am with you; do not be looking about in trouble, for I am your God; I will give you strength, yes, I will be your helper; yes, my true right hand will be your support. -Isaiah 41:10"

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Study study study!

Which seed are you?

2009-07-29T08:22:00.000-07:00

"My loved one, do not be copying what is evil, but what is good. He who does good is of God: he who does evil has not seen God. -3 John1:11"

Just now read about this topic at a blog so I decided to share about it here.
In Luke8, there is a part where Jesus spoke about a parable about the sower and the seeds:
"A man went out to put in seed, and while he was doing it, some was dropped by the wayside and it was crushed under foot, and was taken by the birds of heaven. And some went on the rock, and when it came up it became dry and dead because it had no water. And some went among thorns, and the thorns came up with it and it had no room for growth. And some falling on good earth, came up and gave fruit a hundred times as much. And with these words he said in a loud voice, He who has ears, let him give ear. -Luke8:5-8"

"And his disciples put questions to him about the point of the story. -Luke8:9"
Maybe you are wondering as well, what are the seeds alluding to? Let us continue to read the next part:

"Now this is the point of the story: The seed is the word of God. Those by the side of the road are those who have given hearing; then the Evil One comes and takes away the word from their hearts, so that they may not have faith and get salvation. And those on the rock are those who with joy give hearing to the word; but having no root, they have faith for a time, and when the test comes they give up. And those which went among thorns are those who have given hearing, and go on their way, but they are overcome by cares and wealth and the pleasures of life, and they give no fruit. And those in the good earth are those who, having given ear to the word, keep it with a good and true heart, and in quiet strength give fruit. -Luke8:11-15"

Which seed are you?
For me, I strive to be the last one.

We need to be the seed on the good soil. We can't just be hearers of the word; we need to be doers of the word. And by doing so we will have great joy and peace, in hope that someday we will meet the Lord in heaven and He will say "Well done, my faithful servant"
By Johanna

Love,

Special for ZiHern :)
Study for gempur!

Parasitism

2009-07-25T21:02:00.000-07:00

25th July

Haha today I wake up very early, about 10 o'clock. So I hav a match of Dota and my team win yeah :) My brother keep bugging me because he wants to play comp zzz I guess I hav to give him after this post (no choice I am such a good brother :P)

These days I keep lending homework from jingni them. Maybe I lack of the nilai berdikari haha.
"A parasitic relationship is one in which one member of the association benefits while the other is harmed."
Hmm but I didn't bring any harms to my friends anyway. Then our relationship should be commensalism I guess. Well my friends, cherish our commensalism :)

Just now read Stella-who-loves-me's blog, it seems like she had decided what to study after SPM. But I think I better finish my exam 1st and don't worry so much now. Haiz I guess I hav to cut my hair this week because mr.kiing had tegur-ed me ==

Today I read an interesting post: Wake Up and pick the Blackberries, if got time can go read :)
Ok I got to go le my brother is driving me nuts zzz
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是谁的心啊孤单的留下 :)

Pray to be A Strong Person

2009-07-17T09:15:00.000-07:00

"Being glad in hope, quiet in trouble, at all times given to prayer, -Romans12:12"

Yesterday I saw an interesting article in Sin Chew Daily. At first I intended to write this post in chinese but after I tried, it was HARD == (I not used to type chinese words)
But I will do some brief translations on some parts of it. Feel free to point out my mistakes if I had done any.

This article is mainly about a women called 黄美廉 who suffered from Cerebral palsy(脑性麻痹) since she was born. Here's some info about this dreadful disease:

"Cerebral refers to the cerebrum, which is the affected area of the brain (although the disorder most likely involves connections between the cortex and other parts of the brain such as the cerebellum), and palsy refers to disorder of movement. CP is caused by damage to the motor control centers of the developing brain. There is no known cure for CP "
-From Wikipedia

Cerebral palsy makes her keep drooling, having speech disorder, eating problems and unable to walk. Along her arduous life journey, she gets many supports from her loving family, teachers and ultimately God who loves her. It was the encouragement from her primary school's teacher which makes her a successful artist today.

She had once invited to give a speech at school. Due to her disability to talk, the speech can only be given through writing. During that time there was a student who asked her an unexpected question: "You have been like this since young, how do you look at yourself? Do you really don't have any hatred?"
Just when everyone worried that she might not able to take it, she calmly write down something with her chalk: "How do I look at myself?"
1)I am so cute!
2)My legs are beautiful!
3)Daddy n mummy loves me!
4)God so love me!
5)I can draw, I can write!
6)I have a cute cat!
Classroom suddenly became very quiet. She wrote down the conclusion: "I only seen what I possess, but not seen what I don't have."
The speech ended with hearty applause at the end.

Things I going to write later is something that she wrote in the article:
"I had once questioned God why He did not cure my illness? Because I am so wished for a normal body, and being a normal person to live out my life. But God didn't answer me during that time. On the next day, I saw a phrase on the wall of a study room : Do not pray for an easy life, Pray to be a strong person. This phrase keep influence me, till now I still firmly believe that, from my disability, God wants me to learn something that belongs to me. Life is so precious and priceless, every born of a life is blessings from God. With love that people giving us, it is even more worthwhile for us to cherish it. That's why I works very hard to live out my life, as I believe that every day is a gift from God."

I am sorry to tell that I can't seems to find the pictures she painted. But I will write down the descriptions she wrote for her pictures because I found them quite interesting. They will be in chinese as I havn't hire a professional translator to work for me so sry if u can't understand :P

冬阳

光柔洒在山林间

水潺流润草地

你我享受这一刻

冰冷中清柔温暖

冬天本来是应该寒冷

而有了上帝的智慧与安慰

冬天的阳光带来支持与希望

芬

当你踏进了花园里,

你会感受到那来自心里与土地连结的气味。

或浓或清新与幽香 , 还有活力与温柔的结合。

野地的花 , 有上帝的创作,

我们能感受到那芬芳 , 是上帝的祝福。

Love,

Special for who miss this article :)
Tomoro Canteen Day!

KS

2009-07-14T00:00:00.000-07:00

14th July

What is KS?
1)Short form of my name "Kae Sheng" :)
2)"Kill Steal" in Dota :D
3)Kerjasama

Third one is hard for me sometimes. Different people tend to have different views. Well normally in group works I will force my friends to accept my idea haha. (maybe mine always is the best one lol) Physics and Chemistry presentations are coming soon. Kinda anticipating. Hope we can do it well :)

Yesterday felt little disappointed at school. Maybe I was at fault as well...
Cannot control myself when sitting in front of the comp, keep playing games and doing things online :(
I better don't open my comp tomorrow or I will never finish reading my Chemistry.

Just now read a post about "counting your blessings" and I learnt that we should always being content with what we have. God has provides for our needs. We rely on him and He cares for us. God's creations are valuable to him. We are his beloved.
"Are not five sparrows given in exchange for two farthings? and God has every one of them in mind. But even the hairs of your head are numbered. Have no fear: you are of more value than a flock of sparrows. -Luke 12:6"

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Wasting too much time.

A Thorn in The Flesh

2009-07-12T23:34:00.000-07:00

12th July

Today at church the sermon was about the thorn in the flesh. Here's the scriptures for today:
"...there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, one sent from Satan to give me pain. And about this thing I made request to the Lord three times that it might be taken away from me. And he said to me, My grace is enough for you, for my power is made complete in what is feeble. Most gladly, then, will I take pride in my feeble body, so that the power of Christ may be on me. So I take pleasure in being feeble, in unkind words, in needs, in cruel attacks, in troubles, on account of Christ: for when I am feeble, then am I strong. -2 Corithians 12:7-10"
*feeble-weak.

I also have a thorn deep in me. It is the one that arousing depression in my life long time ago. But when I am feeble, God always help me to get through the hard times. God always listens to our prayer and solve the problems in His way.

Today传道told me to buy a book about John Calvin but at first I dun quite feel like buying because I lazy reading books =.= (better dun let her see this :P)
At last I got buy it of course and maybe I will find time to share about it here after reading, but I am quite busy learning things these days.

Chemistry quiz is coming soon and I havn't finish preparing for it =.=
Well I have to work hard on it because i had paid Rm10 for the quiz XD
I better go study now goodbye all.

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Tired.

Love Has Faith In All Things

2009-07-02T05:31:00.000-07:00

"Love has the power of undergoing all things, having faith in all things, hoping all things. Though the prophet's word may come to an end, tongues come to nothing, and knowledge have no more value, love has no end. -1 Corinthians13:7-8"

Fears and worries tend to creep into our lives without us even realising it. "Exam is coming soon will we be okay? I am so worry these days what should I do?" Well, all these are merely burden to us. Worries only caused our mind to be in turmoil and took our peace away.
Let us look at dictionary, worry is defines as: to feel troubled or uneasy; make anxious; distress.

"But if God gives such clothing to the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is put into the oven, will he not much more give you clothing, O you of little faith? -Matthew6:30"
When we are overwhelmed with fear and anxiety, we are not trusting God entirely like we should. We had allowed fear to conquer us. This is so wrong.

In Matthew8 there is a part where Jesus got into a boat and his disciples followed him:
"And there came up a great storm in the sea, so that the boat was covered with the waves: but he was sleeping. And there came up a great storm in the sea, so that the boat was covered with the waves: but he was sleeping. And they came to him, and, awaking him, said, Help, Lord; destruction is near. And he said to them, Why are you full of fear, O you of little faith? Then he got up and gave orders to the winds and the sea; and there was a great calm. -Matthew8:24-26"
Yes, why are we full of fear? We should believe in God completely and having faith in all things as our Lord has complete control over everything; the faith that won't waver in all circumstances.

"Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, and the sign that the things not seen are true. -Hebrews11:1"
2 Corinthians5:7 teach us that "For we walk by faith, not by sight." We can't see God by eyes but we can definitely feel His love towards us. Life cannot be happier when we place our trust in Him.

If you havn't had faith in God yet, don't hesitate to do so. Trust Him always.
"Then have no care for tomorrow: tomorrow will take care of itself. Take the trouble of the day as it comes. -Matthew6:34"

"There is no fear in love: true love has no room for fear, because where fear is, there is pain; and he who is not free from fear is not complete in love. -1 John4:18"

Love,

Special for Vivilia
No more worries :)

Love Has No Envy

2009-07-01T02:04:00.000-07:00

"Love is never tired of waiting; love is kind; love has no envy; love has no high opinion of itself, love has no pride; Love's ways are ever fair, it takes no thought for itself; it is not quickly made angry, it takes no account of evil... -1 Corinthians13:4-5"

What is envy? Okie let us take a look at what dictionaries write about it:
A feeling of discontent and ill will because of another's advantages, possessions; desire for some advantage, quality, etc. that another has.
It is considered as one of the deadly sins.

Love has no envy. This is the verse that always echoes in my mind whenever I about to jealous for something. It had left a deep impression on me. What was I jealous for? Well, I had not intended to list out at here. Haha.(not funny anyway=.=)
The 1 Corinthians13:7-8 continue with "Love has the power of undergoing all things, having faith in all things, hoping all things. Though the prophet's word may come to an end, tongues come to nothing, and knowledge have no more value, love has no end."

"A quiet mind is the life of the body, but envy is a disease in the bones. -Proverbs14:30"
Envious or convetous of someone. Turning green with envy. This disease has no definite cure.
It will be nice if we all can let jealousy become appreciation and admiration. Let envy becomes admire. Hah. Sound easy enough huh? I believe you all can do it, because I had succeed.

For me, life can be simple.
It is for us to decide how we think and act. God looks after us always.
"I am free to do all things; but not all things are wise. I am free to do all things; but I will not let myself come under the power of any. -1 Corinthians6:12"

Envy is indeed an evil act. Don't let it manifest in your life.
"But if you have bitter envy in your heart and the desire to get the better of others, have no pride in this, talking falsely against what is true. This wisdom is not from heaven, but is of the earth and the flesh and the Evil One. For where envy is, and the desire to get the better of others, there is no order, but every sort of evil-doing. -James3:14-16"

Be grateful for all that God blesses us with.

What I had learnt:
If one is "bitten by the green-eyed monster," it's thought they are consumed with jealousy. The Greeks thought that when you were ill or jealous, the body produced too much bile, giving the skin a green tint.
Several sources suggest that Shakespeare, who is credited with creating this phrase, was comparing a jealous man to a green-eyed cat that toys with its prey before killing it.
Go to http://www.sensationalcolor.com/ (Messages & Meanings>Colourful phrases and thier meanings>7 Turning green with envy) to find more info yo.

Love,

Special for Ste.La(to power of >5).Lia (the genting thing Lol)
Satisfied~

Reconciliation

2009-06-17T09:08:00.000-07:00

"Be not judges of others, and you will not be judged: do not give punishment to others, and you will not get punishment yourselves: make others free, and you will be made free: -Luke6:37"

Forgiveness does not come easy for most of us. We tend to become over self-protective when we've been hurt. In other words, we have too much pride.

We are the ones who suffer the most when we are holding a grudge. The anger, bitterness and resentment, we don't even have a single reason to bear them. So, forgive as the Lord forgave us.
"Being gentle to one another and having forgiveness for one another, if anyone has done wrong to his brother, even as the Lord had forgiveness for you -Colossians3:13".

"Then Peter came and said to him, Lord, what number of times may my brother do wrong against me, and I give him forgiveness? till seven times? Jesus says to him, I say not to you, Till seven times; but, Till seventy times seven. -Matthew18:21-22"
Yes, forgive perpetually if it is necessary. Learn to forgive, so then you can receive the reward from your forgiveness, the freedom.
"For if you let men have forgiveness for their sins, you will have forgiveness from your Father in heaven. But if you do not let men have forgiveness for their sins, you will not have forgiveness from your Father for your sins. -Matthew6:14-15"

Some friends are hard to hold on. Sometimes misunderstandings and conflicts are inevitable. Hence, always ready to forgive ~ Cherish your friends.

Love,

Special for WeiZeik
Play too much these days ==

The Beginning

2009-06-14T05:39:00.000-07:00

"And the Lord said, My spirit will not be in man for ever, for he is only flesh; so the days of his life will be a hundred and twenty years. -Genesis 6:3"

In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth.
And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.
And God said, Let there be light: and there was light.
And God saw the light, that it was good: and God divided the light from the darkness.
And God called the light Day, and the darkness he called Night. And the evening and the morning were the first day.

And God said, Let there be a firmament in the midst of the waters, and let it divide the waters from the waters.
And God made the firmament, and divided the waters which were under the firmament from the waters which were above the firmament: and it was so.
And God called the firmament Heaven. And the evening and the morning were the second day.
*firmament: the sky, considered as an arch.

And God said, Let the waters under the heaven be gathered together unto one place, and let the dry land appear: and it was so.
And God called the dry land Earth; and the gathering together of the waters called he Seas: and God saw that it was good.
And God said, Let the earth bring forth grass, the herb yielding seed, and the fruit tree yielding fruit after his kind, whose seed is in itself, upon the earth: and it was so.
And the earth brought forth grass, and herb yielding seed after his kind, and the tree yielding fruit, whose seed was in itself, after his kind: and God saw that it was good.
And the evening and the morning were the third day.

And God said, Let there be lights in the firmament of the heaven to divide the day from the night; and let them be for signs, and for seasons, and for days, and years:
And let them be for lights in the arch of heaven to give light on the earth: and it was so.
And God made two great lights; the greater light to rule the day, and the lesser light to rule the night: he made the stars also.
And God set them in the firmament of the heaven to give light upon the earth,
And to rule over the day and over the night, and to divide the light from the darkness: and God saw that it was good.
And the evening and the morning were the fourth day.
*Ya they are sun and moon.

And God said, Let the waters bring forth abundantly the moving creature that hath life, and fowl that may fly above the earth in the open firmament of heaven. And God created great whales, and every living creature that moveth, which the waters brought forth abundantly, after their kind, and every winged fowl after his kind: and God saw that it was good.
And God blessed them, saying, Be fruitful, and multiply, and fill the waters in the seas, and let fowl multiply in the earth.
And the evening and the morning were the fifth day.
*fruitful: causing or promoting fertility or productivity.

And God said, Let the earth bring forth the living creature after his kind, cattle, and creeping thing, and beast of the earth after his kind: and it was so.
And God made the beast of the earth after his kind, and cattle after their kind, and every thing that creepeth upon the earth after his kind: and God saw that it was good.
And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth.
So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them.
And God blessed them, and God said unto them, Be fruitful, and multiply, and replenish the earth, and subdue it: and have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over every living thing that moveth upon the earth.
And God said, Behold, I have given you every herb bearing seed, which is upon the face of all the earth, and every tree, in the which is the fruit of a tree yielding seed; to you it shall be for meat.
And to every beast of the earth, and to every fowl of the air, and to every thing that creepeth upon the earth, wherein there is life, I have given every green herb for meat: and it was so.
And God saw every thing that he had made, and, behold, it was very good. And the evening and the morning were the sixth day.
*cattle: farm animals of ox family.
*"to you it shall be for meat" also can be written as "they will be for your food".

Thus the heavens and the earth were finished, and all the host of them.
And on the seventh day God ended his work which he had made; and he rested on the seventh day from all his work which he had made.
And God blessed the seventh day, and sanctified it: because that in it he had rested from all his work which God created and made.
These are the generations of the heavens and of the earth when they were created, in the day that the LORD God made the earth and the heavens...

"Genesis 1:1-31, 2:1-4"

Love,

Special for Humans
Homework. My legs aching. ==

Cherish Yourself

2009-06-10T06:41:00.000-07:00

"Love does no wrong to his neighbour, so love makes the law complete. -Romans 13:10"

Last time I chatted with my 38 fren like we always do. We talked about many things and finally we talked about the stories from the past. Of course I still remember I made her SUPER angry for two times. But tat's not the main point anyway. Haha.
I feel very bad for the wicked acts I done in the past. Very SRYY! At here I sincerely want to apologize to all the "victims"(especially during the primary school and form 1,2 ones ><). Well for the future ones I don't want to bother 1st haha.

She said I have changed. Time sure change a person bah, I guess.
From being mean become more considerate.
From little cold become more affectionate.
From slightly prejudice become more broad-minded.
Lord, thank You for everything.
(Maybe become more handsome also LOL)
Have you changed too?

Love,

Special for Dear me
DO YOU LOVE U?